I Heard This Song & Thought Of You...(2) https://open.spotify.com/track/45Nc6nYgV3yBvAeRaZt689?si=ZiSUvHBiRNOd1BKFZFeP7w&nd=1 Now I barely need you. And it's crazy because I thought I always would. I didn't think I could feel pain like this anymore - caused by you of all people. But the fact that I have has opened my eyes. You opened my eyes in… Continue reading maybe i’m just better alone
dis a old post sarryyy WELCOME BACK TO THE BLOG! thank you for being here and happy introspection! so a while ago i made myself do a week of shadow work prompts because i had really been falling off it, and i felt the impact it was having on my daily life which i wasn't… Continue reading freedom 3: an introspective week
quite the opposite dear. it’s funny to see and it’s funny to hear. far too nice i’m far too kind. i’m a mess, and far too blind. and you’re no prince charming in disguise fun at night, sometimes sunrise. i’m indifferent but still thinking maybe you’d do it someday. maybe you’d stop thinking you’re the… Continue reading not in love
Hey guys and welcome back to my blog! i'm not even going apologise for inconsistency because 1. i feel like i do it every other post lol and 2. i feel like it's a part of my nature when i blog. This is mainly because the act of releasing myself into the world for anyone… Continue reading i miss long beach & i miss you,
(i wrote this post in the midst of a mental breakdown and i wanted to post it because it reminded me of how my brain worked for the longest time in pretty much all situations. Catastrophizing and black and white thinking is so compartmental and overwhelming that it really makes you forget all the blessings… Continue reading out of body feelings
i feel like for a long time i've been hiding huge parts of myself from the world, myself even. I feel like there are so many parts of myself that even those closest to me do not know about. When i think about it, it doesn't feel like a conscious choice i'm making. it feels… Continue reading becoming more authentic + a playlist i made
The saddest thing I’ve been forced to learn in this world of woe and energy, Is that unless you’re getting what you give, nothing matters. Time and time again you’ll trip, wondering why you feel so alone. But you’re never alone when you’re with yourself. I wish I knew it earlier. Made sense of the… Continue reading freedom #2 – why you should never look for home in anyone but yourself
Hey everyone okay so we are all finally reading this long put off post. she finally got out of bed wooo - thank you, thank you. DISCLAIMER - Since music is one of the biggest forms of expression there is, in these music classes, I delve into topics that some songs may mention. Some of… Continue reading star’s music class no. 1 PinkPantheress – to hell with it
to find a feeling which I'm still not sure I'm certain of... Hello everybody and welcome back to the blog.. I appreciate you for taking time out of your day to listen to the ramblings of a random introspective 19 year old. As I had mentioned in my last blog post which I've linked for… Continue reading I packed my bags and flew across the world.
hello hello hello! after such a long time! Firstly, I would like to offer a massive thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this post. It means a lot to me, especially so with my current state of mind. While I have not amassed as big an audience on this… Continue reading lately, i have just felt so lonely.